On Wanting to Keep Writing

My thoughts!

Thank you Hannah Olinger on Unsplash

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I want to write and keep writing 
Not because I want readers 
Or subscribers
Or followers 
But because 
writing is how I identify with myself 
as somebody this world requires 

I want to be useful to this world 
I want to bring my talents, skills and wisdom to the table 
to bring enlightenment to the world 

I want to give the world what’s mine 
to make her grow up wise 
I want to share my story 
so others will not need 
to fall into the same pit as me 

I want to write and keep writing 
because it feels nice to me
It feels like I am doing something 
to enrich the world beyond me 

I want to give and keep on giving 
because it enriches me
I don’t how it does but 
I know it feels like I am born 
to give as much as I can 
Just give and keep on giving 

At this point it’s a dopamine hit
If I don’t keep on writing 
But when I do it feels so good 
It’s such a feeling of release! 

It fills me up especially 
When I feel lost and lonely
I have to write 
and release to the world
It’s just so addictive 

If there’s nothing to write 
like today
Then it’s good to write 
about writing 
At the end of the day 
it’s all about me 
and what feels good to be sharing 

I wish I could have a full time job in this 
Just sharing my thoughts, ideas and feelings 
I didn’t know I had so much to share 
It’s such a surprise to me 
that I always have something 

At this point 
if I don’t write and release 
It feels like I am not functioning 
It feels like I am disabled somehow 
if I don’t have anything to share 
everyday 

It feels like I am hiding 
Missing in action 
Not performing 
You get the idea! 

Oh writing! 
I am in love with this thing!  
Thank God I finally found myself
Thank God I am something
For myself and this world around me,
Thank God for this warm and lovely blessing! 

In Jesus name I proclaim this!
Amen!

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